March 2011
28 posts
Mar 31st
130 notes
I stink of failure. My past has finally caught up with me.
Mar 31st
lol
got my 3rd or 4th 100 for a physics test in a row. yay….  too bad I can’t celebrate because I don’t qualify for the college trip. 
Mar 30th
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
hope.
Today, someone told me something that really gave me true hope for the future. My future. But I am afraid to cling to it because it’s so high. A naive high hope. And if it falls, I fall all the way with it. 
Mar 27th
so excite!!
SAT SCORES IN 5 DAYS! I WANT TO KNOW ALREADDDYY. ON A SIDE NOTE 3/26/2011 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BOII FRANK!
Mar 26th
Mar 25th
Ms. Fong
Please let me at least wait list AP bio. Please. I’m going to become crazy if I don’t get AP bio. 
Mar 25th
AP's
Damn I was so stupid freshman year Then even stupider sopho year.  Oh my fuckin God. I just want to kill myself. QUALIFIED FOR ZERO AP’S. WHAT MAKES IT WORSE IS THAT I AP’S WERE THE ONLY TYPE OF CLASS OFFERED IN OUR PROGRAMMING!!! Now, I will never get AP bio, a class I want to take for the interest of it, NOT for the college record!!! shit fuck son of a bitch. I’m going to...
Mar 24th
Mar 24th
Stuy
Why w0n’t you l3t m3 sign up for AP bi00000?!?!?!!!!?!!!! 
Mar 24th
NY weather
And so New York City kicks off the spring season with a day of 70 degree weather followed by snow, freezing rain, hail, and cold ass wind. Such l0v3ly w3ath3r!!!!!!!!!
Mar 23rd
-_-
two tests tommorow then a spanish test and a rough draft of an essay on wednesday. -_-
Mar 22nd
New people.
I want to get to know new people. It’s not like I’m really TIRED of my current friends. But sometimes, it’s boring to be surrounded by the same people over and over to be quite frank about it. Especially if you don’t even know those people around you and they refuse to open up a little but. The experience of getting to know someone is really unique and fun. It’s like...
Mar 21st
Changed.
When I’ve changed myself, physically, emotionally, for better, for “worse”, deep down in some way, I’ve always wanted the people who only know an older of version of me to see me now. The better me. 
Mar 21st
Mar 21st
Stingy.
no. means. No.  It gets really annoying when people continue to pester you even when you’ve mad up your mind. The only thing left to do is like yell at you to stop bothering me. And I don’t want to do that b/c you’re a chill guy and you’ve helped me out a lot. lol. 
Mar 21st
uh
I don’t really miss you at all even though I feel like i should.  Eh, it was fun. Really fun. But, then, I don’t know.. I started to feel like I was wasting my time. Part of us not talking anymore is my fault. And yours. But I don’t think you will ever admit to yourself, if you think about it at all. You’ve changed. alot. but so have I and part of me wants to show that to...
Mar 21st
lmao..
—————— 10:30 pm     what does she ook like?     short?     tall?     the fuck!!!!!!     IS SHE BEING COCKY!!!!!!!      oh shes nice?      no bitchy mode???      why the hell am i even on her formsrping then      boring…
Mar 20th
i give up
on the 15 day tumblr challenge.
Mar 20th
Mar 18th
3
13 ways i break the ice. 1) I say “hey.” 2) I raise my eyebrows and give a smile. 3) I pinch the other person stomach. 4) I ask how their day was. I try to keep it like legit though. Not like.      ”Hi, how was your day?”     ”it was good.”     ”aight.” 5) If they’re semi comfortable with it, I’ll bring up their crush or the...
Mar 18th
2
1) I used to be like the biggest pushover. Now, hopefully, that has changed. 2) I don’t cry from pain or from sadness. I cry when I am pissed. 3) I don’t get pissed easily in general, but there are certain things that do get to me easily. Stuff that gets me mad no matter what. 4) I try not to be, but I am really judgmental. One of my worse aspects. 5) I am super paranoid. I never...
Mar 16th
sat score
I don’t know.. every since SAT’s have finished, the days have just really been going so damn slowly. I want to know my score already!!!!!!!
Mar 16th
day1
1) My name is Jonathan. 2) I like xbox. 3) I am 5’7” or 5’6” I’m not so sure. 4) I weigh 188 lbs. 5) I’m straight. 6) I own an iphone. 7) I am usually the shortest person among my friends. 8) When I decide to drink, I suck at holding it down even though I’m big. 9) I love sleeping. When you sleep you don’t think of any of your problems....
Mar 16th
Mar 16th
54 notes
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microsoft office word 2007
-______________- most useless piece of shit out there. They should have just installed the 2003 version instead. 
Mar 14th